Is it that I really don't believe that saying curse words without hurting anyone's feelings, I wonder? Or maybe it is just that I'm trying to justify this unbelievable need of mine to say them? I suppose I could live without them but why should I? There's no harm in having something to say whenever you're in a stressful, crappy situation. Couldn't they be thought of as "soothing words" instead of "curses"? 

This is all pretty ironic in some way actually. Culture shows us that many, many people in our society today curse just for the heck of it (and not because they wish to be rude, cool or whatever) and so, these words labeled as "dirty words" have become words just as normal as the words "apple" and "banana".. So, the irony in that is that the real problem with cursing doesn't really lie in the people saying them today. I believe the problem lies with those people who believe these words are evil. If everyone just accepted them as normal words, nobody would feel hurt by them in the least. -_- And they wouldn't be strange to hear anymore even if someone DID say them often.. 

I mean, when I was a kid, I used to be so unable to curse or even just hear curses. I was a late curser, you see.. I began to get used to hearing these swear words often and although they did use to make me flinch a little just by hearing them, I got used to them. I slowly went from simply allowing people to say them to actually saying them. My first version of a curse word was.. "Shemai" which slowly involved into "Shit." I used to use "Fudge" and now, I say "Fuck." It just.. doesn't affect me, in the least. 

The only reason I don't say them THAT much (in public) is because of those weirdly sensitive people. Like our CLE teacher, who would probably not only NOT pass me through 3rd year but will also cry.. She appears to be that sensitive. But then again, I suppose there are still people who will just never be strong enough to stand these "curses" and so, cursing is STILL bad.. because of them. Boo you.

Gawd, reminiscent of my essay.. Consequentialism. Haha, I'm so evil for justifying things like this just because I do it, I realized. :D Cursing is BAD. Get it into your head, Missy. I swear not to swear! Starting.. NOW!

"The consequences of an action or rule generally outweigh other considerations.." I quote Wiki.. *COUGH*

Nakasakay na ang tae ng ibon sa jeep! I repeat, NAKASAKAY NA SIYA SA JEEP.

..God, I am so sabaw today. I've been laughing uncontrollably today. :)) Oh well, I'm happy!

Wow. I can't believe that I DIDN'T have my monologo today. Carmy, you DO have awesome intuitions~ They're never wrong, just like you said!

I am so obsessed with classical music at the moment. Ever since Crazy Bitter made me watch all those videos, I suddenly yearned to play the violin! I never really considered it because string instruments really aren't my thing. Instruments that get out-of-tune easily piss me off eh. But after seeing those child prodiges, DANG. I WANT to learn! The violin make such beautiful music~ And if ever I need some extra money, I can walk out onto the streets randomly and start playing for tips! Also, the violin can actually JOIN an orchestra. Dang it, I wish the piano could but.. they don't usually get pianists for orchestras. :(( Crazy Bitter might even lend me her extra violin, WOOT! It's a MIGHT though.

Bagong Buhay!
I must never forget that line.
It's the motto of the year for me~
My New Year's Resolution.
Others who promised this with me..
..may have completely forgotten.
But that doesn't erase the fact..
That I promised I would.
And so..
I'll keep on going.
Proof of my bagong buhay?
You'd never guess what I've been doing..
 for the past couple of hours..
I have been..
STUDYING HISTORY.
WOH!
I must be responsible, you see.
I'm trying, at least?


A little bird just told me..
"The types of boys you like are the cool, snooby kinds."
I said, NO WAY!
"Sasuke, Sano (Wu Chun), Rain, Wang Zi."
...
"Those boys were all snobby at first."
...
The bird is right!
I'm into snobs.
AH. But they're so HOT.
SEXY.
MEN!
It can't be helped.
At least, they're just snobs AT FIRST..
They all become SUPER NICE later on.
I also love how these guys are secretly possessive.
I dig protective guys.
HAHAHAHA.
I had no idea.
Thank you, little birdy~


It's annoying.
But I like writing my entries like this.
Haha, just a temporary fancy~
I HAD 5 SETS OF SUSHI TODAY!
I'm a SUSHI MONSTER!
OHOHOHOHOHOHO!